Sunday, November 17, 2013

Missing You

Life is interesting.

My last posts were about good friends and Michael.

And that is still what I am thinking about.

I have really tried to "forget about him" I even dated someone else for awhile.

but he is always in my thoughts and prayers.

The people of Canada are so lucky to watch him grow up and become a more humble and loving person.

I can just tell in his emails that he is growing so much.

I just hope I measure up.

I think this is the one thing that I am panicking about. I know there is no need to panic because he still has a little over 6 months left on his mission, but I just worry he will come home this spiritual giant and I am going to disappoint him.

I just need him to come back so I can talk to him about this stuff. It is so important, but can't be discussed through email or letter.

6 months. I can do this.