You're Not Sorry...

All this time I was wasting
hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances
and all you do is let me down

And its taken me this long
Baby but I've figured out out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Lookin so innocent
 I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you've got your share of secrets
and I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me fallin for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry no, no, oh
You're not sorry no, no, oh


Taylor Swift is my idol.

Unwritten

Its the simple things in life that really make life worth living. Some simple things that make my entire day:

1. Taking naps. Have you ever just went to sleep, then woke up a couple hours later feeling fantastic? That's what happened to me today. It felt divine.

2. Getting a text from that certain someone. You're heart goes flip flop and your stomach is in knots over a text that could simply say "Hello."

3. Seeing my best friends everyday. You guys know who you are. Or you should....that would be awkward.

4. Talking to my family. I love them. Their support makes me want to do great things in my life.

5. Getting a good grade on an assignment. That's always a great part of the day. *Me checking blackboard* "hmm. I wonder if my teacher has graded that assignment? Yes! 100%. Day made."

6. Reading a fantastic book. I love reading. Any kind of book I can get my hands on. I love getting lost in the story, but I think i have mentioned that before.

7. Making a delicious dinner that consists of funeral potatoes, and 3 chocolate chip cookies. Now that is what I call healthy eating.

8. Making new friends. Simply joyous. I love to see how many people I can meet in a day. Usually its the person sitting next to me on the bus.

9. Discovering a new website that makes me laugh. See http://www.pajamacity.com/?gclid=CJP84JvQhawCFYxU7AodYRSI9Q. Basically the coolest thing ever. I'm thinking me and Kenz need to get us some of these!

10. Okay, this one is totally dorky but what can I say. Getting on facebook and having like 5 notifications. I know I shouldn't judge my worth based on my facebook statuses but that's where society has gone and I went with it.

Anyway, Thanks for reading. Have a fantastic day!

Humpty Dumpty

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the king's horses and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again.


I love this nursery rhyme. So cute! And while I was in Provo I had a little experience with an egg that made me think of this nursery rhyme.


I got egged. 

Yes, you read that right. Egged. I was just strollin down the street in Provo and seemingly out of nowhere something wet was all over me. I really thought it was a rock or maybe a water balloon. It was disgusting. And it got stuff all over me. It hurt pretty bad. Actually it hurt a lot. In fact its still hurting a tad. 


I had a huge welt all weekend and the shell cut my neck.


Moral of the story is:


NEVER THROW EGGS AT PEOPLE. It hurts.

Hit the road Jack

Hey! Its been awhile! So I took a road trip this weekend to the lovely city of Provo. It was super fun!! I needed some time with old friends, and it was fun making new ones! So let's just do a little run-down shall we?

Friday, October 14, 2011.

Math was cancelled. Life complete

Started Road trip around 4:00 in the afternoon.

Made it to Provo, we screamed, we laughed, we cried. Oh yeah. The girls were back together again!

Dance time with the boys! Had a great time getting together with some fantastic old friends. And I pretty much love staying up late and talking, then fitting 8 people into a car that should NOT have 8 people in it...

Staying up till 3 in the morning catching up and contemplating lives.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Wake up earlyish. Yes. Then regret it because of a pounding headache as a result of late night chats.

Shopping! Yay! Burlington coat factory. Trying on hideous clothing. Working said hideous clothing. Yeah. That's us.

Get real Idaho potatoes for some DELISH homemade french fries! Its just like being at home! Also we had Dino Chicken nuggets. That's how cool we are.

Swim for 7 1/2 minutes. Sit in the Hot tub for around 7 1/2 minutes, Nap on the chairs by the pool for around 45 minutes.

Eat Delicious pulled pork and rice all wrapped up in a tortilla. (Homemade Cafe Rio. Not as good as homemade Costa Vida but what are you going to do?)

Talk, sit around, watch some Storage Wars, then decide to play Imaginiff. Guess who won? ME! Thats who! Awww YEAH!!

10:30 p.m. Bored. So what do we decide to do? Go to a park of course! Swing sets, Jungle Gyms, Teeter Totters, Hopscotch, Giant Rocks. Everything a girl could ask for!

Laying down on wet grass looking up at the stars, but all we could see was clouds. Then deciding to look for shapes in the clouds. Nothing like seeing a T-Rex with a chicken body, lobster claws and the feet of a duck in a cloud and have everyone there know what you are looking at!

Staying up listening to a friend serenade us on the porch because we were at BYU and boys aren't allowed in girl's apartment's after midnight.

Go to bed late...AGAIN! We will never learn.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Sleeping on the smallest couch I've ever seen.

Get up and procrastinate getting ready for church for as long as I can. Getting ready and looking HOT! If I do say so myself.

Go to church. It was weird in a school building and not in a church building. But you know, it was church so it was AWESOME!

Go back to her apartment, load up the car and we are off. BUT not to Logan. To South Jordan to visit uncles and aunts and cousins! And I found their house all by myself. Only a little help from a GPS. (It was taking me to the Jordan Landing shopping center because I knew I could find my way from there.)

Spend much needed time with my little shadows. We played Princess beauty makeover! Lets just say I looked beautiful!

Drove back to Logan. A beautiful end to a beautiful weekend!

Have a happy day! Also I get to go home in 4 days.

You're gonna miss this

"Home is not where you live, but where they understand you."

~Christian Morganstern

I feel like this quote describes what I've been feeling exactly. I miss home. I miss my family. They are the ones that know me and know all about the ridiculous things I do and say.

Like when I randomly say a Harry Potter quote

Or when I randomly burst into song and dance

Or when I leave my shoes all over the house

Or when I watch food network all day and night.

I miss my mommy and her fantastic advice. Its not the same without her here with me. I am so thankful to have her in my life.

I miss my daddy and watching and listening to sports with him. Also analyzing things that happen during BSU games. Love you Daddy!

I miss my sister Emily and her amazing sense of humor. I love teasing her and I am super glad we text all of the time! I also miss Daniel. He is going to be a great brother-in-law. He fits into our family perfectly and we are blessed to have him in our lives. Thanks Daniel for being there for Emily. Love you guys!

I miss my sister Andrea. We are alike in so many ways its hard to even describe. We are so in sync it was awesome! Love you dear! :)

I miss Kylie! We had great times in the car driving to and from school. Thanks for the fun memories to look back on!

I miss my little brother Kyle. I miss randomly breaking into wrestling matches and totally dominating the wrestler. I miss watching his football games and cheering like mad. I miss him giving me hugs to see how tall he is compared to me. He's probably grown a foot since I left.

I miss my baby Abby. I miss seeing her art projects all around the house. I miss her hugs and the hilarious things she says. I look forward to getting your letters in the mail baby! Love you!

Going home in exactly 9 days. It can't come fast enough.

p.s. I'm such a girl. I cried like a baby writing this blog post.

Somebody's Watching Me...

Yo! What is up? Nothing much here...Its been pretty boring around my apartment lately. Except I do have an interesting story to tell you all...

I was in institute minding my own business enjoying the lesson. (It was on Joseph F. Smith if you wanted to know.) and this guy gets up to say the prayer. I don't know this guy--not his name, nothing about him. Keep this in mind. It's important. Back to the story.--he says the normal prayer, but then gets into all of this weird stuff. Like asking to be forgiven for telling white lies, stuff that really should be in a personal prayer.

Then these words come out of his mouth.

"Please bless that Hayley will say yes when I ask her out after class"

You can imagine how red my face gets at this point. I am not flattered, I am creeped out. What kind of guy prays about a girl in front of an entire institute class?

I am kind of worried about going to Institute now to be completely honest. I really don't like this guy and don't know how to let him down easy. Some suggestions I have had:

"My missionary just left and I am not ready to start dating again."

"I talked to my boyfriend at home and he said he doesn't feel comfortable with me going on a date with another guy...sorry."

Ignore all calls/texts from an unknown number.

Change my phone number.

Actually explain that I don't want to go out with him

Well anyway, I am pretty creeped out. Hopefully I can figure it out. Wish me luck! (The picture is my face when I heard his prayer. Just FYI.)