I'll be Missing You

Some days are harder than others.

Today is one of those hard days.

I just really want my best friend!

One of those hugs, smiles, laughs.

Almost 8 months now.

People keep telling me, just you wait! You'll find somebody new and never look back.

I don't want to regret anything.

But why? Why is it that just because he is gone for 2 years I have to forget about him?

Why can't we both be working on each other separately before we try to make it work together.

I know I'm not forgetting, but is he?

Don't worry. I'm not announcing any marriage plans for when he gets back. Who knows? Maybe they are right. Maybe I will hate what he becomes.

Or...

I will love what he has worked so hard to become. He will be closer to Heavenly Father. He will have had a hard 2 years.

But he will still be him.